I've missed you too dear friend! I'm trying to come back to blogging, it's just really hard. I'm sad, every day I sit down to write and I can only write about how sad I am. I try to tell myself that this isn't forever and this isn't good bye, that it's just a little while till we will be together again but I'm going to spend the rest of my life missing her and that's what is hardest for me. Thank you for the kind words, they really have inspired me!